Assalamo Alaikum Shazmeen,
Main dil se maafi chahta hoon agar academy mein mujh se koi ghalti ho gayi ho. Agar meri kisi baat ne aapko takleef di ho, to please mujhe maaf kar dijiye.
Mujhe ab tak woh pen yaad hai jiska clip toot kar mere paon ke paas aaya tha... shayad woh aapka tha. Main ne us waqt use ignore kar diya aur wapas nahi diya. Us clip ko na dene ke liye main truly sorry hoon.
Jab main apni painting laaya tha academy mein, agle din aap bhi apni painting aur brushes ke saath aayi thi. Main us waqt aap se kuch kehna chahta tha, lekin jab bhi aap ki taraf dekhta, lagta aap thodi si nervous ho jaati thi. Kya wajah thi? Shayad aap bhi kuch kehna chahti thi... Main bhi kuch kehna chahta tha, lekin kabhi himmat nahi hui.
Mujhe woh ring bhi yaad hai jo aap ne meri jaanemaaz ke paas rakhi thi jab main namaz ada kar raha tha. Main ne us waqt usse nahi uthaya kyunki mere saath Moiz tha... aur mujhe darr tha ke kahin use shak na ho jaye. Is liye main ne woh ring washroom ke washbasin mein rakh di.
Aur mujhe yeh bhi yaad hai... jab chhutti ke waqt aap dheere dheere, serious si neeche utra karti thi... jaise kuch kehna chahti thi, magar keh nahi paayi. Main bhi kuch kehna chahta tha. Shayad kuch hints diye bhi, lekin kabhi woh baat keh nahi saka jo kehna chahta tha.
Aaj in baaton ko ek saal ho chuka hai... lekin mere dil mein aapki jagah ab bhi hai.
Agar kabhi aap baat karna chahein, to maine ek website banayi hai sirf aap ke liye. Us website ke neeche mera Instagram link hoga — wahan baat hogi. Lekin hum sirf us website ke encoding aur decoding system ke zariye baat karenge, taake kisi ko shak na ho, aur yeh baatein sirf hum dono ke beech rahen.
Main aapke jawab ka intezaar karunga...
Awais